Today is the 29th December 2008 . 

Honest, i can't remember what he did to you when you were 10 years old . All along i dote you more than Junjun because i felt he had enough doting from the rest, i gave priority to you more than anyone else . You wanna use my laptop, i allow you to, you didn't even ask for my permission, but i didn't scold you at all . He is your own father, and there you are, telling me he won't listen to you . Yes, i agree . But it just clearly shows how far a distance is spreaded across you and dad . Living under the roof with him for more than 10 years, don't you know it's dad's character to be that way ? He's the type, where he won't listen much, all he wants is to see things work . By all means, if you wanna report him to the police, go ahead . You said you were kind enough not to report him to the police huh ? Go ... i wanna see you report him to the police . Don't have to be kind when you hate your own dad that much . Menstrual cramp ... it's just an excuse, i have cramps too, and i know the pain it bearable . 

There are some ''things'' that you don't know about . It's not worth mentioning because it brings tears . Mom and dad brought us to this world, sweat and cried for us . Now that they're no longer young, shouldn't we as their child make them happier ? If you really hate dad so much, i suppose you want him dead ? Jailed ? Hanged ? 

I really wonder if you would cry at his funeral . 

It's not that i don't understand you, it's you who made people so sick and tired until they gave up hope trying to understand you . Dad is the one who build up this family, if you really hate him so much, don't make a fuss . It's you who hate him, so you ... leave this home . 

I tear as i wrote this post, not that i want you to leave this home . I really feel unfair for you to say that to dad . All these while, when we have problems, we always go to mom ... how many times did we go to dad ? He's always working hard to earn money, but in the end, always sitting alone in the living room when mom is away working . 

I don't wanna say on anymore . As for you, all i can say is, don't make me think that i dote on the wrong one .